i want to change things

hi, its may

if you haven't noticed- i have this new page over at my site + a good github-like graph at the bottom of the root page, honestly- it's nothing serious but i really want to change stuff in life.

for those who are not aware, i mean why would you- i have been in deep shit. i haven't been taking care of my health, in fact- i am sick right now!! this year has been mostly on autopilot, i've made new friends, fell off with prior friends, moved out, got a new job, lost my old job, all that stuff. while all of these seem to be meaningful- they aren't actually. i have been living 2026 just like everyone else, while it may seem like progress- its just been me on autopilot the whole year.

2026 is my year

so much for that.

normally, i would like to keep postpoining doing stuff into a milestone, that means: start of a new year, start of a new month, or like some new event- but this time, i want to try something different.

i love making apps, and have been working on 33 and have also been working on pawl, the former being a music player for your menu bar and the latter being a pomodoro timer for your menu bar- and i’ve been noticing that most of my stuff are literally, menu bar focused so i want to change that.

i’m making hibi (no link yet), and as i commit to my journey this year. i will be trying to put that in an app for you and met.

the goal of hibi is to look back at your life, what have you done. in colors. whether its food, its not, or whatever it may be. personally- i am just using this as an excuse to get shit done because i feel satisfaction in regards to colors (i did just make that iredescent post like a while ago). i also will be living in the moment and doing stuff presently as opposed to mindlessly.

the goal for hibi is. set a goal, try to achieve that goal. see color. yippe.

lets see how far i’ll make it.

see you on the flip side. may